Brent and I were married July 1, 2000. It was a great summer to get married:) I was very surprised though to think that there was no way I could possibly go back to teaching in the fall and still manage to be a good wife. I made it work, I think, but was also a little surprised that I felt like I was ready to be a mommy fairly soon after getting married. Brent helped pacify that need with Fergi, our Maltese that passed away this fall at age 10. That only worked for a little while and we began the journey of trying to get pregnant. We were both surprised when it didn't happen.
After a little over two years, several infertility measures and finally surgery, we were told on May 19, 2005 after surgery, that due to damage from endometriosis, my tubes were not functional, and we would not conceive a child on our own. We decided to pray for wisdom on whether we should pursue adoption or in-vitro fertilization. I got a new job that summer, teaching 3rd grade in Cedarcliff Schools, and I got really sick about 2 weeks into teaching. After losing about 12 pounds, I decided I needed to see a doctor. Brent suggested a pregnancy test first. I couldn't hardly stand to even buy one after years of negative answers, but I decided to try it once more.
To our surprise, we got a positive test!!!!! Our due date with our sweet little girl was exactly one year after my surgery date, May 19, 2006! We had our sweet, healthy Ellianna Laona Grace (her name means "God has answered me") 3 1/2 weeks early on April 25th, 2006. What blessing she is and continues to be to our family.
When Elli was 14 months old, we got another surprise, a second positive pregnancy test. Complications began right away with this second pregnancy, but no cause was found. Sadly, at 20 weeks, my water broke and sweet Michael Brown Ferguson was born on Oct 13th, 2007, 2 days later, too small to live. I have never grieved more. This is the hardest thing God has asked of me thus far on my journey.
Only 6 months later, we were surprised with another positive test. We lost this baby by miscarriage at 6 weeks. At this point, you are probably wondering where the amazing comes in? One amazing thing that has been ongoing since Elli began praying on her own, is that we have watched her pray for us and many others to have a baby. We have been able to teach her that sometimes God answers with what we have asked and sometimes he answers differently, but we keep praying. We have seen God develop a caring and compassionate spirit in our little girl as she mentions others in her prayers. I think that is amazing.
Finally though, after three years, in Sept, Brent and I decided to meet with an infertility specialist. We got a reference from a new doctor. This doctor however was unavailable so we ended up meeting with someone else. We had one meeting that lasted about an hour and a half, going though our history, and then made a time schedule for some tests to be done. I tried to schedule the dates of the tests in the office that day, but the nurse told me to wait until my next cycle, then call.
Guess what? I was not able to call. God has interjected a different plan into the picture. He has chosen to do things a little different from our plans for tests and has just decided to put a baby in my tummy, as Elli says. We are amazed at His timing and plan. We are amazed that He has chosen to let us experience this little life. We are amazed that He chose to do it in His own way. We are amazed that our little girl knew this would happen. We are amazed.
13 years ago
11 comments:
Lori, this is amazing! I am so happy for all of you, and will pray everyday that you have a healthy pregnancy. Congratulations! I look forward to hearing about your long awaited journey. Kelli (Leach) McKenzie
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!! I knew it when I saw the post on Facebook--before even reading your blog. Sooooo excited for you and praying right now for the life and health of this baby!
So pumped! Excited to see and pray this one through with you!
So excited and thankful for the many blessings!
Oh wow, amazing indeed. I am just bursting with joy and know just how you feel. Thanks for sharing!!
Lori, we are thrilled for you! We will be praying for you all the way through! We love your family!
I'm in tears!!! We are so excited for you and your family and we are praying for this little one!
:) I am soooooo excited for you a new little baby!!!!
I'm SOOOO happy for you guys and will continue to pray for you and the baby!
Lori I have prayed for your several times and pleaded with God on your behalf. God placed you on my heart and I prayed every time I thought about you or saw you I would say a quick prayer. I would pray "Father this woman is strong in faith she is gentle in spirit and is a beautiful warrior for you please bless her again and protect the life you give her keep this child safe and sound open her womb and protect this child" I asked God to bless you for a year and a half now and I have to say I am so amazed I am so blessed that He has answered YES to you I had faith and you have shown complete Faith you inspire me and you radiate love and compassion and you need to know that you were not alone in the desire for your family to grow I wanted this for you so badly and more important God did!!! God bless you Lori!!!
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Oh my goodnees LORI> I am in tears!!! Praise God! He is so good all the time. I am praying for you and your family and this tiny little baby growing in your tummy.
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